I am thinking one of these days I should wake up on a bright
morning and drive down a road with the sunlight breaking through each branch as
I pass. And I should, in my mind, not have any thoughts of regret or sadness. I
will see, with clear eyes, a day which is beautiful and untainted with memories
of days past drowning in remorse and anger and nervous hands clenched towards
the future. I would, in that moment, be content, settled in an unceasing
feeling of happiness that I have finally made it. I have finally made it.
you know, honestly, i don't know why i write. especially on a blog...it's one blog, one minuscule blog in an entire database of information called the interweb. i don't know why i bother. it just doubles the fact that i am one person in a world of other people and my thoughts are also just one minuscule cluster of opinions. no one cares. and if they care to read just one sentence, that sentence will dissolve from their memory the moment they leave my blog page. i am forgotten, as the people i meet on the streets every day. i see someone different every single day yet i cannot remember any one of their faces. and i am sure i will never meet them again.
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