you know, honestly, i don't know why i write. especially on a blog...it's one blog, one minuscule blog in an entire database of information called the interweb. i don't know why i bother. it just doubles the fact that i am one person in a world of other people and my thoughts are also just one minuscule cluster of opinions. no one cares. and if they care to read just one sentence, that sentence will dissolve from their memory the moment they leave my blog page. i am forgotten, as the people i meet on the streets every day. i see someone different every single day yet i cannot remember any one of their faces. and i am sure i will never meet them again.
4 years ago
If I was a writer, I wouldn't mind staying up all night in my library, hidden from society but enveloped in a mirage of literary worlds. The shelves will be overflowing, breaking at the seams with words begging to be read and brought to life by the imagination. I'll be inspired, fed by the imaginary sphere of writers whose legacies went before me. I'll write and study and write some more of distant lands beyond the see-able universe, of a man who travels the dimensions and falls in love with Woman of the Wind, of a girl who can sing her heart's desires into being but mistakenly casts away her ability and searches the world over for it, of a whale who dreams of becoming a little mouse only to find how unsatisfactory it is to have to scurry on little limbs. And when I'm done with those, I'll write of normal things like rain on a tin roof, watermelon in a garden, and airplanes in the sky. There will be endless things to conjure up, there will always be more to say
Google recommended me to read your blog, so here I am browsing through. Hope you don't mind! I liked what you said! " it just doubles the fact that i am just one person in a world of other people and my thoughts are also just one minuscule cluster of opinions. "
ReplyDeleteHello Houa! I can't believe it! You're the first person to stop by! Honestly, it makes me a little nervous. I'm a very...peculiarly apprehensive writer...or self-named writer, rather. I'm glad you can connect to something I've written. I honestly have neglected my blog and writing in general but it feels good to know I have an audience, no matter the count. I appreciate you stopping by, truly! I hope that you'll find yourself reading my blog in the near future! :)
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